My Reality, My Love, My Life (Dead!RinxReader)

    "It's time to go (name)." Yukio said to me as I sat waiting in his room. The room I had come to love so much. The only safe haven I had ever known. It was nothing special now. Just an ordinary room now. I grabbed my bag and fixed the neck tie I took from Rin's drawer. 

Walking side by side with Yukio, I starred at my feet, the ground below a pattern of black and white tiles. Flowers of different colors lined the walls and floors in intricate vases. They just made me think of him. And I didn't want to do that. Ever. We stopped at the front of a set of double doors, and I was still fixated at the ground. A hand was on my shoulder and I was surprised to see Mephisto behind me, a sad smile drawn onto his face. I took in a deep breath and walked through the doors.

Inside, their was row upon row of coffins, all differently decorated. They were all spread around the room, people in mourning gathering around them. I looked up as Bon and Shimi came up to me. Shimi pulled out a flower from behind her back and put it in my hair. 

    "Thank you." I whispered and she nodded before Bon gave me a quick hug and pulled away. 

I continued walking to where everyone was gathering in the back of the large room. As people saw me, Yukio, and Mephisto walk up, they moved aside and bowed their heads at us. I looked straight ahead at the opening that revealed a large, slick black coffin, the lid open. I walked over and set down Rin's long sword and a white rose.

It all happened in the midst of the battle against Satan. Dozens had died fighting, and so did Rin. I was there as well, only I had gotten knocked out and had come to in the infirmary. Yukio was by my side and so was a nurse. 

    "Where's Rin?" I had asked. They both looked at me with sad faces. 

    "Where is he!?" I screamed, hot tears were running down my face. I tried getting out of bed but Yukio was holding me back. I pulled out my sword which had been lying next to me and pointed it at him. He ushered the nurse away and pointed to a door a little ways down the hall. 
    
    "I'm sorry (name)." Yukio had told me. I had ran out of my room and straight to the one that supposedly held my lover. He was alive I kept telling myself. He had to be.

I walked over to the coffin and looked down to see Rin's sleeping face. The face that had been mine. He was paler than usual and his blackish blue hair was ruffled around him just like when he was laying in bed with me. 

I had opened the door and a smile spread to my face when I saw Rin, but it faltered when I saw doctors putting a drape over his face. I screamed and pushed the nurses and doctors away as I shook Rin.

    "Rin darling. Please wake up. I'm here for you. Just wake up!" I yelled as I fell onto his un-moving chest. I cried my eyes out as I cradled his body. I pushed aside his hair and kissed his cold lips and whispered in his ear. 

    "I will always love you, Rin."

I whisked my dress out of the way as I jumped onto the side of Rin's coffin. I leaned in close to his face and breathed against his lips the same sweet poem he always whispered to me.



I kissed his forehead and removed the ring that layed on his finger, slipping it into my pocket. Silent tears fell down my face as I moved away from the coffin and slowly closed it. They clicked the locks into place and everyone stood back as I grabbed a stick and brought it down into a pit of blue flames that matched his. I held it up high and brought it down on the coffin and watched my reality, my love, my life, burn away.